This Is Actually Really Sad

by Leah
(Cambridge)

It's 4:39am at the moment, and I'm sitting here, worried about being pregnant. I'm 13...
I didn't mean for this to happen. I lost my virginity to my boyfriend, about 5 weeks ago..

I've been trying to talk to him about this, but I just don't know what to tell him.
I thought he wore a condom, and I'm still pretty sure he did, but I don't remember... all I know for sure, is that he told me he had one on, and I watched him put it on, unless he was faking, but anyways.

I've had symptoms of vomiting, eating alot and I'm also really tired.. at first I thought I had the flu, now I don't know anymore.. I'm waiting for my period, but I just don't know what I'm going to do if it doesn't come.. someone please help me !